robby #12

I think I'm talking a way where I'm becoming prone to hurt people and I think I'm walking a way where I'm becoming prone to not caring when I do. These are not the habits I'm accustomed to having. At 20 years old, I believe for the first time in my life my internal struggle … Continue reading robby #12 →

robby #11

This was the first time I've ridden my bike this late(1:15 AM). I made the decision because I knew it'd be an okay time, and give me something to do when I'm this drunk, with hopes of having something new to talk about. I rode a new way to downtown Gilbert, going up Cooper and … Continue reading robby #11 →

robby #10

I just woke up from an approximately two and a half hour nap, where the first 35 minutes I attempted a wake induced lucid dream, choosing to do so after I had already laid down and stopped moving entirely. This caused my positioning to be so sub-par my effort was cut short from choking on … Continue reading robby #10 →

robby #7 (part 2)

Today's set of four albums includes a mix of where a lot of my new feminine energy comes from and where my first misogynistic perspectives were birthed. Arguably, this grouping contains stronger writing than the first post, and probably does so against the third and final piece to this thread. #5 The 1975 (Deluxe Version) … Continue reading robby #7 (part 2) →

dreams #2

The following is one of my favorite dream journal entries from October 13th, 2016, falling asleep at 2:55 AM, walking up at 10:32 AM, a Tuesday. I was walking out of my house and towards the park with my phone out. I was thinking about sending a snap to Sev to see what was up … Continue reading dreams #2 →

robby #9

The first time I wrote a short story, I was in my eighth grade computers class utilizing my spare time to indulge in my fantasies to flesh out an entire fictional universe. I wrote about an post-apocalyptic world, our main hero being modeled after a classmate sitting next to me. Paul and I weren’t ever … Continue reading robby #9 →

robby #8

Tonight I think about how it might be ridiculous to try and think of thoughts that fall within my perception of what the definition of "profound" is. I mean, as far as this "blog" goes, I do in fact try to type combinations of words that reside on a tier of worthiness above non-casual conversation, … Continue reading robby #8 →

robby #7 (part 1)

I think for no apparent reason, I am going to list a handful & a half of albums that I believe carry considerable importance in my life. Since maybe 2016/2017, I've observed the decline of the impact albums seem to swing on release. Whether or not this is due to a dulling of my own … Continue reading robby #7 (part 1) →

robby #6

I'm getting insecure that I'm gonna end up writing about music too much, and even worse, somehow make comments about music in posts where it makes no sense for it to be there, other than the fact that the author is annoyingly more vocal than the average consumer. This idea of my self-consciousness towards how … Continue reading robby #6 →

robby #5

Lately I've been thinking & moving over the speed limit. It's not that I desire to travel at a slower pace, it's that I wish to appreciate moments of serenity in a time where I can't seem to sit still. So that's what I did for thirty minutes in public. After returning home from work … Continue reading robby #5 →