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robby #21

I don't quite feel like an "essential worker" right now. I have never fucked around at work as much as I have so far today. On a normal workday, I get in about 70 to 80 streams. I still have two hours left in my shift & I'm sitting at 115 listens as I'm writing … Continue reading robby #21 →

Robert robby Leave a comment April 5, 2020

robby #20

Thursday nights means new music, which means new playlists of songs I've yet to hear. Here's a short list of artists that for the next few days I'll be building a new relationship with, or continuing one:-Thundercat-BANKS-Drake-Frank Ocean-Kllo-Bobby Raps-Lila Drew-The 1975 To be honest, I hate to have to mention it but the corona virus … Continue reading robby #20 →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment April 3, 2020April 3, 2020

robby #19

I have extreme troubles with stopping things that I probably shouldn't have started. I'm talking about things that can't necessarily "end"; smoking, getting drunk, and reading the wikipedia plot summaries of visual medias. Twenty-four hours ago, I told my friend Nick I have absolutely no intention of watching anything of Ozark. Since then, I've read … Continue reading robby #19 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment April 2, 2020April 3, 2020

robby #18

Jason Bateman is your favorite actor when you forget at least seven other actors exist. Hancock(I believe) was my first exposure to the More Than Good Enough Suburban Dad Actor. A type of character he'd play in Arrested Development, a show that I didn't particularly fall in love with, but managed to completely binge within … Continue reading robby #18 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment April 1, 2020April 3, 2020

robby #17

I have a few recently created but unfinished drafts for this blog sitting around in the cloud, and I can't seem to bring myself to keep working on any of them. In a horrible twist of events, they are all about the same thing, the sources of and the effects of, my pain. Like just … Continue reading robby #17 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment February 25, 2020February 25, 2020

robby #16

I've only watched one of my teams win in the playoffs twice in my life(while as a real fan that can actually remember things). The first was two years ago, when Case Keenum stepped into it and threw to the sideline, where Diggs caught the ball, was missed by a tackler, and ran for a … Continue reading robby #16 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment January 7, 2020January 7, 2020

robby #15

A couple of days ago, I finished the second season of You, the now Netflix Original about hopeful romantic, Joe, who becomes an unintentional serial killer after continually justifying violent and criminal behavior in order to obtain/stay with the woman he loves. How 🙂 heartwarming<3 is that? This new ten episode follow up to the … Continue reading robby #15 →

Robert robby Leave a comment December 30, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #14

I think that one of the best thoughts someone could have are thoughts of realization. Actually, I'm not sure if any other type of thought could be superior to the feeling of clarity that comes with knowing yourself. I've gotten quite familiar with this sensation this year, but every time she leaves i'm left with … Continue reading robby #14 →

Robert robby Leave a comment December 23, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #7 (part 3)

I had some trouble putting together the last four albums for this post. It turns out that even though in the past I might've loved an album to the fullest I possibly could have, and admit that they supported me, in a transformative sense, over time I haven't retained the same emotions. It feels sort … Continue reading robby #7 (part 3) →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment December 23, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #13

In one house, I've spent my entire adolescence. This one bedroom has seen all of my school backpacks and homework, the clothes of my first job, the grams of weed I bought when I was fifteen. My parents are currently making plans on moving out, as of right now I feel zero feelings of sentiment, … Continue reading robby #13 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment September 23, 2019December 31, 2019

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