9 water bottles i wonder ifi’ll fall asleep nowor in three hoursnick is gonnabe upsettomorrowwhen i tell himi didn’t eat todayi think he wantsme to get bigand strongfrom the gymbecause he has spenthis whole lifebeing around peoplewho are weakerthan himhe’ll ask mewhyand i’ll tell himinstead of trying to betough, strong likei spent all nightcryingi don’t … Continue reading poems #4 →

i tried really hard when i was sevenand i went to that one schoolfor those who are seven and i was overly conscious of how to get attentionfrom the other kids, so i would tell liesi would fake cryi would try hardreally hardthen over the summer,i was at another schoolfor eight year oldsthings were differentthings … Continue reading poems #3 →

i don't know what i want to hear any more than i know what you do I can't shut upI keep talking and talking and talkinguntil I forget what I'm talking abouti'm the loudest one hereI can't imagine why you're still here butyou keep listening and listening and listeningi say the wrong thing firsti say … Continue reading poems #2 →

date unknown:I won't listen to previous depressionsThey are the ones who truly wasted my timeMy actions were never for nothing when it came to youI don't wish things were different between us because things became differentand I accepted it when I started making my own changesThanks for helping me growThanks for poisoning my soul so … Continue reading poems #1 →