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dreams #1

Right now is 8:07 PM, July 5th, 2019. In the past 17 hours, I've been asleep for 14.5 of those hours. Going to bed at 3 AM after noticing Brent couldn't stay awake during watching an episode of Love Island, I alerted him that, "yeah it's time." After making sure he's all good in the … Continue reading dreams #1 →

Robert dreams Leave a comment July 6, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #9

The first time I wrote a short story, I was in my eighth grade computers class utilizing my spare time to indulge in my fantasies to flesh out an entire fictional universe. I wrote about an post-apocalyptic world, our main hero being modeled after a classmate sitting next to me. Paul and I weren’t ever … Continue reading robby #9 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment July 2, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #8

Tonight I think about how it might be ridiculous to try and think of thoughts that fall within my perception of what the definition of "profound" is. I mean, as far as this "blog" goes, I do in fact try to type combinations of words that reside on a tier of worthiness above non-casual conversation, … Continue reading robby #8 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment June 3, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #7 (part 1)

I think for no apparent reason, I am going to list a handful & a half of albums that I believe carry considerable importance in my life. Since maybe 2016/2017, I've observed the decline of the impact albums seem to swing on release. Whether or not this is due to a dulling of my own … Continue reading robby #7 (part 1) →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment June 2, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #6

I'm getting insecure that I'm gonna end up writing about music too much, and even worse, somehow make comments about music in posts where it makes no sense for it to be there, other than the fact that the author is annoyingly more vocal than the average consumer. This idea of my self-consciousness towards how … Continue reading robby #6 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment June 1, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #5

Lately I've been thinking & moving over the speed limit. It's not that I desire to travel at a slower pace, it's that I wish to appreciate moments of serenity in a time where I can't seem to sit still. So that's what I did for thirty minutes in public. After returning home from work … Continue reading robby #5 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment April 11, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #4

Twice a year, I fulfill a promise made to myself to revise the Spotify(unpaid sponsorship) playlist containing my favorite songs of all time, in order. As of today, this list is undergoing its 5th amendment, the first official ranking dating back to mid-2017(although the first unofficial playlist came before then, robby at the time thought … Continue reading robby #4 →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment April 9, 2019December 31, 2019

poems #1

date unknown:I won't listen to previous depressionsThey are the ones who truly wasted my timeMy actions were never for nothing when it came to youI don't wish things were different between us because things became differentand I accepted it when I started making my own changesThanks for helping me growThanks for poisoning my soul so … Continue reading poems #1 →

Robert poems Leave a comment April 7, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #3

Okay this is not me trying to go off on how Nothing Was the Same is a better album than Take Care, because art criticism has now become obsolete to me. Instead, I am going to give praise & share my love to Drake's third studio album, but if along the way I imply that … Continue reading robby #3 →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment April 5, 2019December 25, 2019

robby #2

Today I played with the idea of selfishness. By playing, I mean I fantasized for hours about how I myself would like to exude my selfishness unto others. Tonight, I listen to Sampha, and I envision the idea of why selfishness is practical & healthy for human cultural development, at least in certain areas of … Continue reading robby #2 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment April 4, 2019December 25, 2019

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