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robby #15

A couple of days ago, I finished the second season of You, the now Netflix Original about hopeful romantic, Joe, who becomes an unintentional serial killer after continually justifying violent and criminal behavior in order to obtain/stay with the woman he loves. How 🙂 heartwarming<3 is that? This new ten episode follow up to the … Continue reading robby #15 →

Robert robby Leave a comment December 30, 2019December 31, 2019

Twenty-Six #1

Face up in bed, Walker disinterestedly trims the ends of the hairs covering his eyes. He lets out a deep 'hmm,' Otis turns over on the floor, half underneath his covers, not necessarily trying to fall back asleep but more so trying to not start his day. They both awoke with similar problems on a … Continue reading Twenty-Six #1 →

Robert twenty-six Leave a comment December 27, 2019January 2, 2020

robby #14

I think that one of the best thoughts someone could have are thoughts of realization. Actually, I'm not sure if any other type of thought could be superior to the feeling of clarity that comes with knowing yourself. I've gotten quite familiar with this sensation this year, but every time she leaves i'm left with … Continue reading robby #14 →

Robert robby Leave a comment December 23, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #7 (part 3)

I had some trouble putting together the last four albums for this post. It turns out that even though in the past I might've loved an album to the fullest I possibly could have, and admit that they supported me, in a transformative sense, over time I haven't retained the same emotions. It feels sort … Continue reading robby #7 (part 3) →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment December 23, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #13

In one house, I've spent my entire adolescence. This one bedroom has seen all of my school backpacks and homework, the clothes of my first job, the grams of weed I bought when I was fifteen. My parents are currently making plans on moving out, as of right now I feel zero feelings of sentiment, … Continue reading robby #13 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment September 23, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #12

I think I'm talking a way where I'm becoming prone to hurt people and I think I'm walking a way where I'm becoming prone to not caring when I do. These are not the habits I'm accustomed to having. At 20 years old, I believe for the first time in my life my internal struggle … Continue reading robby #12 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment September 16, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #11

This was the first time I've ridden my bike this late(1:15 AM). I made the decision because I knew it'd be an okay time, and give me something to do when I'm this drunk, with hopes of having something new to talk about. I rode a new way to downtown Gilbert, going up Cooper and … Continue reading robby #11 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment July 21, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #10

I just woke up from an approximately two and a half hour nap, where the first 35 minutes I attempted a wake induced lucid dream, choosing to do so after I had already laid down and stopped moving entirely. This caused my positioning to be so sub-par my effort was cut short from choking on … Continue reading robby #10 →

Robert mostly journal, robby Leave a comment July 14, 2019December 31, 2019

robby #7 (part 2)

Today's set of four albums includes a mix of where a lot of my new feminine energy comes from and where my first misogynistic perspectives were birthed. Arguably, this grouping contains stronger writing than the first post, and probably does so against the third and final piece to this thread. #5 The 1975 (Deluxe Version) … Continue reading robby #7 (part 2) →

Robert mostly music, robby Leave a comment July 14, 2019December 31, 2019

dreams #2

The following is one of my favorite dream journal entries from October 13th, 2016, falling asleep at 2:55 AM, walking up at 10:32 AM, a Tuesday. I was walking out of my house and towards the park with my phone out. I was thinking about sending a snap to Sev to see what was up … Continue reading dreams #2 →

Robert dreams, robby Leave a comment July 7, 2019December 31, 2019

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