dreams #1

Right now is 8:07 PM, July 5th, 2019. In the past 17 hours, I’ve been asleep for 14.5 of those hours. Going to bed at 3 AM after noticing Brent couldn’t stay awake during watching an episode of Love Island, I alerted him that, “yeah it’s time.” After making sure he’s all good in the spare room, I feel deeply that it did not take me long at all to dive into the dreamworld. However, I understand that at around 5 AM, I woke up and went downstairs, consumed at least 35 fluid ounces of water, then wasted no time falling back asleep. Becoming conscious most likely around 9-10 AM, the dreams I remember having this morning took place.

The earliest memory I have is walking into what felt like a Starbucks inside of an airport, next to me is Kiley. I didn’t really interact with her at all, but I could understand what was happening next. Standing there in line, next to a girl with no face(not that I cared who she was), was her sister, Taylor. We see each other simultaneously, and I approach her. We get close and she gives me a quick kiss. Looking into her eyes I felt really lovely towards her. We danced for like 10 seconds in the middle of the Starbucks, open space but a lot of seating tables around us. I don’t remember if there was anyone else there. We sit down at a table in the corner, tall table/chairs. I’m looking down at her, still really focusing on her eyes. I understand we exchanged words but nothing terribly deep. Mostly pleasantries and a good bye. The Starbucks has transformed into a more restaurant/diner feel, sitting down at a booth on the opposite wall. I’m interacting with people I don’t remember in two booths, the one I’m at the one behind me, I’m more invested in the group behind me(although it was more of like one group split into two tables). I don’t remember dialogue but I got a “nerdy” vibe from this scene.

The next part of this dream, was still being in this airport setting, but now in an office/library, the type you see in mansions where it’s dim and wood. Sitting down in one of those large sofa chairs(for one person), possibly reading a book. I’m more aware of the people around me however, Brent and Nick. Nick notices my stack of books on the table next to us, he points out that one of those books belongs to him, a book I feel like I took from him in a previous dream days ago. “Yeah that is your book,” I tell him. I feel like the conversation is lighthearted. Coming into the room is one of those women that feel powerful, in an authoritative way. She’s wearing one of those suits with the skirts. I’m not sure what she was explaining to us, but it felt like it falls within the mysterious secret society vibe.

I believe this is where Brent woke me up and I clocked out from this shift. After conversating with Brent for 30 minutes or so, I remembered all of this, during the conversation with him, I remember trying to recollect anything that happened, but I couldn’t. After looking at my books on my shelf, it all hit me at once.

After dropping Brent off at home a little while later and returning home, I fell back asleep in the afternoon. First, I meditated in bed for about 30 minutes. I stopped when my body felt distorted and warm. I usually like falling asleep after being physically uncomfortable. I think it’s because it’s going from one extreme to the next, thankfully it ends with the extremity that makes me feel like heaven.

The beginning of this dream excursion started with some underwater/oceanic setting. I was with a girl I don’t know. She was waiting for me. It felt like she swam to me, like she met me halfway. I felt like she wasn’t supposed to do that, and briefly I was upset(like 2 seconds). I said something to her along the lines of “where did you come from?” I had some visual superpower that when I went underwater I was able to see where she’d swim from. Basically the power told me that she didn’t swim at all, it’s like she fell from the sky. I then noticed some temple, and said to her “oh you must have come from there”. This scene of swimming through the temple, to me, felt like there was only one person, and I was inside of her body. It also felt like a video because while traveling through the labyrinth, there was blood that would appear “on screen,” and also be wiped off. She had killed all of the members of the Fantastic Four. It felt like all of their bodies was floating around her.

The next sequence I remember was joining a large group of people sitting down. Like an audience awaiting a seminar or something. The setting felt like a city in the sky, the ground not really being the ground but not like a cloud or anything. What appeared to be the surrounding view(like looking out into the distance) was nothing like Earth. The “sky” was like a changing palette of light colors; ethereal really. There were a large crowd of people around me but I didn’t recognize what the purpose of the group was. Although it was apparent that everyone there was around my age. I remember having my vape and resting it on a towel next to me. When we all got up, an attractive girl grabbed those towels. She was brunette and had strong eyebrows. When we were all walking away as a group(like 40/50 people), it then felt like a camp to me. Like in an anime way, where the purpose of us being there was for a reason not a current Earthly reason.

The last setting and part that I remember, pretty much right before I woke up, was being in a house at night, it is a party. And the circle I was familiar with(but I didn’t know any of them), was this group that had guns. This brown guy I walked in with grabbed guns out of this tray that I recall he hid in there earlier. He gave the guns to everyone else in the group, and I was looking at this girl named Ashley in the group. She was somewhat tall and blonde. I felt attracted to her. This dream scene felt like a horror movie. There was a time where an “attack” was happening. And this is when a call woke me up.

July 5th 2019.